I'm up early, showered and dressed - ready for my rides to get here... Yes my rides, plural. My family sometimes loud and obnoxious, but I'm SOOO glad I have 3 people who are coming with me today. I would have had more, but really wanted to keep the party to a dull roar, and told some they need to work! I think there are shifts of people coming to hang with me after. This is one of the best things about having a big family ;-)
I have not had time to get nervous before. I was at work for 15 hours + yesterday, didn't leave last night until 10:15 and then went to the store to get more of the shakes I like best. No sleep until after midnight.
Staying busy was needed, but also a defense thing. I work best when busy. Now that I am sitting here, dressed and just waiting I AM NERVOUS. I thought I was gonna puke earlier! Sheesh! Its like my body saved up the weeks worth of nerves and threw it on me in one day! My hands are even a little shaky! So I'm deep breathing and listening to some good Sing-out-loud music, hoping to chill.
If you have a moment today - send some positive vibes my way. Surgery is at 10:30am eastern time
See you on the other side!